Me. My life.

(...)(...)(...)(...)(...)(...)(...)(...)(...)(...)(...) All the colors descend from my essence Subtle shades of grey gradually multiply Shattered remains emit dreary illusions As tears plunge from my exhausted eyes On this sunny but dark, spotless afternoon I stand by the window, gazing at nothing…

Why do I love you With all my heart? Why did I fall for you From the start? Why do you cause me So much pain? Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain? Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay? Why did I believe You were gonna take the pain away? Why did you play my heart Like a game? Why…